It's Just me.

Miss-ing in action

2008-07-29T06:37:00.000-07:00

Ahah. its been ages.

alright. my bro flew today. didnt feel gd. yeah, that's for the nxt 18mths.

anyway, sch starts nxt wk. and was with ida on mon. did some thinking together and realised-----> its not a easy thing.

ok. hopefully everthing goes well. since i've wish upon the star.

and. i'm BROKE to the bits. getting toshiba protege M800. SHIT man. dun need to shop eat play.

for good-ness sake, throw me some cash.

alternatively, stuff money under my pillow. fred not, i'll do justice to them.

think thinking thought.

2008-05-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

ahhahah! i think my friends are sweet la. thinking abt the pre-excitment b4 the trip. how we try to piss each other off which always end up in laughters..

anyhow. poor feifei. she got CHICKEN POX!! she's so SO ugly now. and keeps on scratching her butt and coplains abt the pain/itch all over the body.... get well girl..

good news is, my bro passed the test in australia. and he's going to america nearing august. Bad news- he's gonna be away from home for 1.5years. WA, how to survivie without him at home ar... think its gonna be chaotic. esp for me. BOOHOO!!!!!!!!! can cry at night le la...........

and.. i quite afraid of my ah ma leh. she's really old le la. and need injection and blood supply at times.. worse thing, the doc finds NOTHING wrong with her. but her blood just disappear leh... what is this lo....

tsk tsk. imagine cheryl cleaning the fan aircon changing blubs catching bugs cleaning the windows.......................oH, so mighty.

You

2008-05-12T05:56:00.000-07:00

countless days since i last came here.

ha. went sentosa last wkend. was fun to catch up wth those geeky mates. wonderful time at vivo.

Hmm. and I THOUGHT I SAW A SHOOTING STAR. but it flew by fast so i'm not sure what it was. i've nv seen one before anyway. i hope it was huh. cause, i made a wish. hehe

at the same time, i missed out the gathering with pl car and yang. how sad huh. but i'm no superwoman, so....
oooH i'm gonna meet up with my love ones this wkend, again. Ahahah, nv get sick of them actually.

and i'm planning to roan bugis this wk.. maybe i'll apply for half a day leave to go shop in the afternoon.. rather thn squeezing with the corwd during wkwd. MAYBE. jus maybe. cuz work seems to be piling up though i'm clearing them really fast too.

i'm haven been really having a life la, according to pl. ahahah. quite true leh. but i dun really have the energy leh.

if money falls from the sky, thn perhaps i'll have the energy. ahahah

here's something seriously random. ha, jus wanna you know i really appreciate you huh!

peili's a ridiculously mean girl who u cant help loving her rather instead of hating her for her jokes. she's one girl i would miss not meeting in my life. thought things gets nasty as times.. isnt that how u get to know who truely, are ur friends???????

yang has an ONE and ONLY laughter u can nv find elsewhere in the world. it just sounds so funny and sincere. simply love it.

car with the super nice heart where u cant bear to yell at her when u see her. even if u have been swearing behind her every single sec for the last 24hrs

jason. with the very simple yet complicated mind that leave u helpless. only wanna make him smile. from within.

tj, the not wasted but feels wasted guy is one friend u cannot miss in ur life. all ready to be there for u, i mean me. ahaha.

ida, she jus a slow girl. sometimes i think we're a reflection of each other. weel, she belng to the angmoh, me, to the chinese. ahhaah

ok, love u guys so SO MUCH.

POtential BOMB

2008-05-04T00:58:00.000-07:00

if i choose not to talk to you, it's simply because i dont feel like it. so, i dont owe u or anyone any explanation.

this kinda left me totally helpless each time a misunderstanding/miscomm occurs. for fear the bomb just goes off without any warning. that has been drilled into my mind and surfaces time and again.

feeling of stupidity for taking a wrong move, for appearing offensive, for agitating others and for being a friend whom, maybe, aint good enough.

feeling of helplessness when explanations turn out to be excuses in ur eyes and the lost in directions as to what i should do nxt.

well. i guess Ms.apology does the job. BUT obviously, a sincere one. who else could have done a better job thn her?

knowing the existence of the potential bomb could be a blessing. it shuts me up, keeps me silent, brought me tolerance and apologies that keeps the bomb form going off.

which could, have already took place if i hadnt know abt it in the first place.

shall do some reflections abt myself . thanks to MsApology which saved the bomb again.

2008-04-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

ok i go shit first.

back.

just came back from family dinner. went to get PDL in the morning. thn met pl and car and bough a super cute BURBerry skirt for feifei2. ahahah... dinner was nice la.. but i think my ah ma really becoming more blur. NOT A GOOD SIGN. hopes she gets better tmr morning

anyway. quite excited abt tmr.

think abt this.
how deep do u intend to love someone? for how long, how much are u willing to commit, how far can u resist temptations???????

well. things get WORSE when u have a affair, not once, but TWICE, each time after ur child is born. so wad is this and how are u gonna face it.

erm. guess i'm too young to really understand. but it somehow made me think twice abt marriage.

OH WELL. think for tv show.. BYE BYE!!

2008-04-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

well.. feeling much better after all the hoohaa ytd.. AHAHHA

oh. and we've decided to develop those photos. wanted to go on wed.. but i dun think i can make it la. cuz i have to go through all of them, record those that i want, those that need big prints....

so i've decided to do it on fri.. but i dun think hte rest can..ahahh cuz they wanna start messy up their books this sat... of which i'm NOT free..

also so unlucky.. when car's free, i'm not.. vice versa. guess we were loggerheads past life.

ok going to play games liao.

qianlei. dun forget we're meeting this sat ar. i MIGHT gather those art stuffs myself.

ps* dun look down on me leh. i might jus find my way there jus like how i got back to the motel in HKG. hahahahhahah!!!

BOOHOO LOUSY WK

2008-04-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

i feel lousy this wk.
ok so this was wad i did

morning went to HSA. where thers' like ALOT ppl compared to usual. and after waiting for like an hr... my blood was tested and REJECTED. for the 2nd time in a row.

thn i went to meet up with my relatives. we went for lunch at Chinatown food centre(opp HSA) but the food was Ok only la. thn to orchard to have my cousin's phone fixed. shopped and went to seletar camp to find my uncle for DINNER.

HIGHLIGHT for the daay- DINNER at Jerry's BBQ & GRILL. OMG. its was SPLENDID la. the ambience was more of a american 80's style.. so nice and romantic. the food was perfect and etc la... ate alot and it was only 176 for 6adults and 2kids. Totally worth it.

ok thn took the mrt back from ang moh kio.. too like thousands of yrs b4 i got back hm la.

but i felt lonely cuz i've been trying to ask my frenz out. but its always a "no" "not free" "no time" "some other day la" or, no reply frm them.. getting no reply is the most FRUSTRATING THING. even after pleading them to reply and still no reply, its REALLY DISAPPOINTING. seriously its been ample times since i ask them and got rejected. honestly, i'm DAMN FED UP. really.

wanted to go for movie with ql. been asking her out countless times. ever since she PS me to meet up with her classmates the other time. agreed to meet up the wk after the PS-ing incident.. and she was busy with dunno wad la...

asking her out again and again and again and all i got was-

""i this wkend not free la.. i'm outside now, tmr can? ""

and now comes tmr and it's,

""i dun really wanna watch today. i dun can watch heavy chinese movies ""

thn wad u wanna watch?

""paris hilton one? ""

wth, i've already told you JP GV dun have liao. and i wanna watch today.. there you went asking to watch nxt tues. -.-

AND... took her hrs to reply

""i really dun wanna watch forbidden kingdom.""

WOOHOO. GQL, u're seriously my best-est fren ever man. haven been to movie with u for sooooo long and yet u keep pushing. without meet-upS and Art class these days. i think its getting hard, girl.. u noe wad i mean right..

so, a BOOHOO this wk.

in any case, its another wk tmr. things gonna turn out well.

so lazy.

2008-04-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

haha i missed out the photos for the first day. Here we GO!!

Pretty envious eh? haha, yap, we did enjoy.

=]]

day3, 2nd morning.

had breakfast at 9am with carmen's grandma at LongChao at JDmall. the food was really good, esp the porridge. and it cost only 68HKD=SGD1++. SHOCKX. and the breakfast for the 5 of us cost only HKD137=SGD25?! hahah yes. it was so perfect.

thn went to the peak in the tramp. but kinda wasted cuz the stupid fog is so so sosOSOSOSOSO thick that we couldnt even see anything.

yap, thn we went to the supermarket to get some chocolates.

YAH, i had cravings for it.haha

thn to the McDonalds. yes i noe its dumb to have fastfood in HKG. but we tried stuff that were unavailable in S'pore.

SEE? yap yap, its really nice. i love my chicken burger.

haha, thn off to shop at tong1 long1 wan1 again. only bought a part of shoes frm converse, not bad la. cuz i haven seen it in S'pore. thn came karen(cars' coursin). and went for movie thn to Ajisen.

Poor pl, she felt like puking and hadn't eaten anything since that night till the nxt day. thn off to the supermarket before we headed back to the motell for bridge.

Surprisingly. pl had the energy to play. but she puked. guessed she felt better.

Finally. time for bed.

TGIF...think again.

2008-04-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

for goodness sake. PL ask me to remove the "loving photo" taken with yang. OMG. all 'cause of those busybodies and old nags that i have to remove them for pl. cuz pl's realtives would ask ask ask ask ask ask asK and ASK and ASK whether she's attached. oh well, wth has it got to do with u anyway???

i'm not removing the photo. in case u didnt realise, this is MY blog. AND for her relatives, please have some brains when u ask qns. also, dun go around fabricating stories, i think u've got serious hallucination.

well, i suggest u see a doctor

btw, met up with yang and pl earlier on. ate and went back home. wanted to take the cab cuz i serously hate taking the MRT and bus is slow. but still, i took the bus, was left with no alternative anyway.

oh and. PL and yang are SO BAD! we were at harvey norman, thn they started talking, i wanted to join them. but they sped up when they saw me coming. BOOHOO! u two can go HKG and jump off the building together la.

my wkend is kinda ruined. planned to sleep till 2pm tmr.

but at the very last min, i was "hint" to go out with my mom. this was wad happened....

mom "tmr i'm going raffles bank to settle some stuff eh"

pinru "yah thn?''

mom "i dunno how to speak english leh and going to the bank need me to speak and understand english.." and gave a very helpless look.

so, i offered to go with them. and discovered i have to reach at 10! sat rest is GONE. BOOOOHHOOOOOOO

sun had to go see my ah gong and offer prayers.

so no more long hrs of sleep...with less sleep and ppl bullying me... how gd can my day be? haha, well, actually IT"S been REALYY GD today! cuz they sent me to the bus stop eventually... how sweet..haha

ok. going to bed now. bb.

HK Day 1

2008-04-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

gonna start blogging on my trip before the photos turn rusty. haha

reached airport at 12++ and he was LATE. came at only 1 where the night b4 he was complaining we're meeting too late. -__-" well.. thn took some photos while waiting for yang's parents to come. here they are.

after which we went into the gate and things starts to get a little more fun.

while waiting to board the plane.. it was quite boring outside.

as usual, we cam-whore!

Apparently, we waited like 4 hrs before we board the plane. yes, we did.

then. once again, cam-whored. had some food thn played bridge. happened to find our new buddy, YiYi.

this is YiYi. the player 4 in bridge game------------>>>>

thn came the food. the pictures says it all.

nvm. yang and cheryl are NICE people.

Soon, we reached HK and had our luggage, car and her coursin came to fetch us.. got to the motel and thn for FOOD!!!

SPLENDID.

thn back to the rm. and ZZzzZzzzz with the EEee-Ooo-Eee-OOooooOOooooo which lasted whole nice. and we concluded the police lost their way thus drove UP and DOWN the streets so many times. EeeeOOoooOOoEEeeeeeOOOooooo

2008-04-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

back from HK. was quite fun la. but i seriously regretted not going to a lot places. 'cause all we did was basically shopping shopping shopping and shopping. didn't really go tourist attractions.

kinda wanna go Wax Museum, ocean park and other beaches. but i think its not very convenient to travel by ourselves la. whats more we had to buy lots of stufff. Disney fire works, Xing1 guan1 da4 dao4 and much more tourist attractions... By-passed all of them. haha.

but this few peeps doesnt really like these places, so i guess i'll go with someone else the nxt time!

the thought of having to save the photos frm HK trip and having to edit them kinda freaks me out, seriously... guess its gonna take some time b4 u see anymore entry that has got to do with the trip.

wad a...

2008-03-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

ha. was at JP the other day. and saw campus superstar FuKuan at famous amos. ok lo, quite cute ar, cuz of the vampire tooth. guessed they were going K-boxing 'cause saw another superstar guy. he's with a cap and guitar, tryin to hide frm ppl. BUT please la.. thats where ppl notice him more..

anyway. been busy with work. but a good thing, i dun have to bring hm to work on it. and i get paid. and i wun get anyscolding even if things pile up. SIMPLY because invoices comes in EVERYDAY. yes, NON stop. and i think i'm already very fast le la, been helping my senior to clear some old invoices cuz its long overdued. haha.

counting down to HK, 7days. but i think my bag like not big enough LA. one bagpack.. and one sch bag. not enough me?! the rest bring big luggages, like going there to buy the whole damn stall. are things really that cheap there?!?!?!?

ok. cuz we're rich ppl, who take budget air and scrimp & save every single cent we earn. i dun have a bigger bag actually, maybe i can use theirs to get my things back to S'pore. wahhaah

oh pls la. recently everyone's like so busy.. dunno wads ql doing. but has been asking her out for 3wkends. most of the time, she's not free. at the very last min when she's free, i'm not. quite fedup actually.. and that pl.. sooooooooooo busy like a crazy bull. lunch time also not free. arghh... sms her also like nv reply lidat.. if not jus a short reply...BOOHOO!!! making me feel quite wasted actually.

yes! and they're like addicted to iSketch of which i canot play cuz i dun have the shockwave. too lazy to dl too. ok, thn its my fault. ha, i noe.

yah, this entry is long. simply cuz i've got NOTHING to do.

haha, took some photos at the playgroud. not much photos actually. cuz most of them are blur and i think pl and car took more. but i think we look really lovely huh!
oh and. i think my blog damn ugly. please really. update abt myself also dunno for wad la. but i'll feel very wasted when i have new photos and ppl cant see them. HAHA!!

i kinda have the urge to change blogskin, as in start looking for nce blogskin.. but dunno how to handle the template stuff.. neither can i get the message box in here. ok. i'm a IT noob.

LOVE_ING

2008-03-23T04:46:00.000-07:00

superb la.. that night we lingered at the "plate" at a playground near westmall. WOOHOO! feel so blessed and SWEEEEEET

anyway. i'm kinda tired of blogging already. its super fast i know. but realy quite sian leh... dunno why.. haha maybe cuz my com's slow. it doesnt really matter anyway la, its not as if alot ppl know abt my blog.. neither am i duncan. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

yappp.. going hk really soon. anticipating man. ok . lazy to upload photos. some other time la. bb

New me.

2008-03-22T00:52:00.000-07:00

haha

Surprised to see me huh?! yah, guess working life permits more time for blogging.. as compared to the previous mugging sch life. hex

YAP. its my new haircut! simply loves it man. finally got rid of the ugly rebonded hair
yeah, my first short-hair after 4++years. reason being, i had a really ugly hair when i was in sec sch. SUPERBLY UGLY. ppl call me, "boy"/"ex-convict". WTH. made me lose SO much confidence till i dun dare cut my for so many yrs la.

please lo, i cut this hair i so scared u noe. afraid i'll go back in time to tt stupid ugly hair.. luckily tt ql accompany me to the salon man. LUCKILY my hair turns out PERFECT. haha

anyway, been working in Vanoord (shipping company) as acc asst these few wks. for the sake of money. the ppl there not very gd la, NOT EVEN COMPARABLE to those in KONICA MINOLTA. yap, konica's the best la.
yes. and now vry free cuz not going out anymore.. soooo bored. oh and, i jus worte a letter to Shige, but haven post it out, very lazy la... jus like those stack of christmas card which i NV posted out. well, wad to say..

OH! i'm going HK really soon. haha, luckily i have sponsors, if not i dunno how i'm gonna handle my driving and vacation at the same time man. Ah ma also my sponsor to HK leh!I'm jus too lovable i guess.

ok.. stop here liao. maybe at night thn continue.. after getting the photos frm my body look tall but not tall fren, him.. HA!